We have always been sharing the same knowledge source under the same roof, same four walls. We never spoke to each other but were always been called by names. My eyes were always attracted to him as he has a similar faced girl beside him all the time. What relationship are they having? I was always curious about them.
Till we started our adulthood working in a corporation, we met again and we worked closely with each other. We see each other more than anyone else. We talked, we stared, we laughed, etc together. I enjoyed the time together with him. I always asked myself, what are we? What is my feelings towards him? Honestly I don't know. Many people would have thought that we have a very special relationship. Fret not. We are just friends. He has a long tern, stable, close and similar faced girl friend.
In one occasion, we were playing a game. He held my hand. Many things run through my mind. What's the feeling I was having at that time? Do I wish to have such hand held throughout my life?
I'm really confused. The incident was already passed two weeks. But I'm still thinking of it. Was that hand held given me a strike in my mind to think about what I want for my love?
Thoughts.
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